Wednesday, September 13, 2006
It really time to let me make a final decision, from today onward, I, Zheng YingYing will try all my best and do anything to forget my feeling for him. It had been since sec 3, till now, I finally had decide to give up. After reading his profile on somewhere, I think it really time for me to let go everything. I had been so sad because of him so many time, it time for me to stop all this feeling for him. Times with him was really happy, he really know how to make me laugh, but he didnt know that he made me unhappy. Being a friend with him is already enough for me, be by his side as a friend is really very tough. I really wish that one day I could be with him, but it seem that the day will never come. Well, dont really know whether he know about my feeling, but if he really know, I really need thanks him for still being my friend, not avoiding me. But he is really cruel to let me stay by his side, to let me think that I still stand a chance, but NO. It took him 6years to let him walk out for it and he still dont know whether had he really walk out. I thinking this few year being by his side was really enough for me, I shouldnt ask for more. I wrote a testee for him, and I think it would be the last one. I am really gald that that is my blog to let me express my feeling, it hard to kept thing in the heart, espcially my feeling for him. Well, there is something that I had to let you all take note, for my friend which read this post, dont ask me anything about it, and please, just read and dont go spread it all around. Thanks for your co-operation. My friends, hope that you all could wish me to forget him faster, let me forget all the feeling for him. I know that I will have hard days to forget him, cause without talking to him for one day I felt terrible, but I will try my best.
Oh ya, it prelim now, good luck and all the best for my friends who was taking the prelim!
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sayonara
by ying^2
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